Onigiri

Well i'm not the strapping young rice ball artist yet :P

But i think i did ok for my first go.

And of course there is SUMO TUNA!!!!!

Progress is peeping its head around the corner

I have finished my biology assignment, to be handed in on Monday. :D

I have memorized about half of my English :P

Chemistry....has yet to be started.

Ancient history is about 450 words in...getting there slowly.
I think, however this might be my main problem.

*Typing* "As with any other culture, food was just as important for the ancient Greeks....." Erin: hmmm foood. *Walks to fridge*

I love my stupid distractions.

Abadeo :P

I wanna make you the right one

Don't wanna be lonely

Smile, cos you know we're getting on

I wanna make you my bright onw

Why be a stranger when we know

We belong, yeh we belong

Waiting for you has taken all my life

Such a long time, I went out of my mind

 

Eh Oh A Ba De Oh

A Be De Oh Na Na Na Na Na Na

I need you to be on my side

The one and only reason

It's good to be alive

 

I need you to be in my sight

I wanna be with you

Feeling everything will be alright

Waiting for you has taken all my life

Such a long time I went out of my mind

Eh Oh A Ba De Oh

A Be De Oh Na Na Na Na Na Na

Zero no tsukaima

Zero no tsukaima : English translation, The familiar of Zero

But i watched it in jap. :D

Tears of a ghost

I shall put,on a happy face,

but this is the part i hate the most.

i try, i die.

and never again.

I need you,

safety

warmth.

but no,

you don't see me,

here,

I'm like a ghost,

watch me fade

and all you will see

is a face

with no tears.

"Missions"

I really love this series:

The Third: "Look, I'm gonna level with you, these "missions" are just an excuse to get free labor and not have to pay anything. And then we label them as "missions". Kakashi, take it away."


Kakashi: "*clears throat* Okay here's the breakdown. D's are done by you dorks,They're like illegal immigrant work, and working for 4kids, And if we feel like it, you guys can do C's. C's and B's are for-"

Iruka: "Me right?"

Kakashi: "Iruka? What the hell are you doing here?"

Iruka: "Duh, fans seem to like me and I don't have enough lines in this episode."

Kakashi: "Will you get out of here?!"

Iruka: "Okay, okay. Jeez."

walks away...

Kakashib "*clears throat again* Anyway..."

The Third: "Sorry Kakashi, you ran out of time."

Kakashi: "But...Iruka-"

The Third: "I said you ran out of time! But thanks for playing. Your consolation prize is a C mission."

Dull

I have a dull ache inside my heart,

All my dreams are fake,

all my wishes hopeless,

and soon i will probably never see you again.

Part 2 – Deep cuts, stained with apple juice.

The girl woke panting; she didn’t want to remember, what had happened anymore. The fire, the smoke, the screaming; now everything was gone. Her parents no longer walked the earth and her foster parents acted like she didn’t exist, yes her life sucked but that wasn’t all, next there were the dreams, make that night mares which seemed so real, and that boy-no she didn’t want to think about it. Almost screaming she took the familiar razor and rolled up her sleeve, old scar still healing were now reopened as she sliced the blade across her arm and again and again, until she felt like she could finally breathe once more.

School was hectic, she was surely going to fail, but she acted like everything was fine. She walked to her favourite lunch spot a little before the bell rang and le the sun warm her scars from beneath her scratchy school jumper. Sighing she got out her jacket wincing at the all too familiar pain that lay beneath the bandaged wounds, and dropped the apple she had been holding. She held her wrist and didn’t notice the person standing above her, apple in hand.

“Ummm.” The voice surprised her and she jumped. “Is this yours?”

She looked up and saw her favourite pair of eyes looking at her, it was him. He was her school girl crush, he was a year older than he, and problem didn’t even no she existed; this was the first time they had spoken. Surprised she stumbled, and clumsily tried to take the apple from her hand, it dropped to the ground yet again. He laughed, she blushed, and he picked it up and then sat next to her.

“I think you will need a new one, this one’s all cut.” The cuts in her arm began to throb.

“Here,” he dug into his bag and pulled out a new apple, “You can have mine.” He smiled, she smiled back.

[To be continued]

Part 1 – a nightmare that is and was and will come

Moving away from the wall, the girl walked slowly forward, her face mask of terror. Laying before her was him, the boy she had always dreamed of, except he wasn’t breathing.

Vile blood stained his shirt.

Tears came. she was silent, but still they fell like waterfalls from her eyes. The boy’s eyes were open, his expression betrayal. The girl bent down still silent and touched his cold face, she then gently with the tips of her fingers closed his eyes. She cradled his face and kissed him. Their goodbye kiss. Then still silent she got up and ran, escaping her deepest nightmare.

The storm rumbled over her, the grass was covered in the horrible remnants of  war. Flies covered the bodies, that lay in unnatural positions before her eyes. She closed her eyes and began to scream loudly, hoping to escape, but her foot caught something and she fell. The girl landed in the bloodied mud, she reached out her hand to brace herself and felt it touch something cold.

The gem glimmered in front of her eyes as she traced it’s shining outline with her thumb.

“Ow.” she spoke in surprise. “It cut me” the girl got up and looked at the blood on her fingers.

How did it come to this? Why is this happening? Why did they betray me so? Why?

[to be continued…]

I wish that this was me and you.

Carmen

I am so over this feeling,
silent rejection,
because they never know,
It hurts
every single time.
I sometimes wish that
i could stop falling in love,
or getting a 'crush'
i think its to broad a word,
but then i think sometimes
i like this hurting feeling,
i like to cry,
but i just wish you were there to see it,
so you would know,
that i got hurt.

I Think i have an obsession with notebooks, and journals.

They are places where i can write down anything, absolutely anything.

Unfinished dreams,

Rash thoughts,

Secret feelings,

poems and songs.

Anything.

Reading  though them brings back a lot of forgotten memories.

I start freaking out when i can't find one, even if its full.

That was...

That was just way to sad,

and it confused the heck out of me.

I mean what was with the bird and how come he didn't come back,

 i get the whole other world,

but that endding...

Gosh.

Air

I really love this show.

Gao

I am stupid,
and lame,
and i think i can get everything i want,
when i can't.

I try to make people listen,
i think they are repulsed by everything i say,
It hurts,
crazily enough.

So nobody cares anymore, Erin, get over yourself.

Every Little thing

Every Little thing you did...
 its so unfair,
i just had to stare.
i don't know you
you don't know me,
but every little thing you did,
seemed perfect to me.
Like when you put your arm around that chair,
that's where i wanted to be,
to talk to you,
for you to smile at me.
but i have nothing to talk to you about,
it sucks you know
because every little thing,
made my world spin slow.
now i have torn emotions
or could be just a school girl crush,
but  all my emotions seem to split,
because every little thing,
has me sighing where i sit.

I got a coat.

I got a coat...it is long and black.
It reminds me of the coat that amber wears in the tribe...

and that got me thinking...

Everybody hates the tribe when they really no nothing about it..so here is series one syonpsis

The Tribe is a post-apocalyptic TV series primarily aimed at teenagers. It is set in a hypothetical near-future in which all adults have been wiped out by a deadly virus, leaving the children of the world to fend for themselves. The show's focus is on an unnamed city inhabited by tribes of children and teenagers.

Series 1


Amber and Dal, wander the streets when they stumble upon Cloe, Salene, Patsy and Paul. They are attacked by Lex, Ryan and Zandra and take refuge in a Shopping Mall where Jack has been living since his father died. Seeing the advantages the Mall offers, they all decide to stay. Lex and Ryan agree to defend the newly-formed Tribe in exchange for shelter and food. They are soon joined by Bray and a heavily pregnant Trudy.Lex and the rest of the tribe members want trudy gone, Bray will never let that happen.Trudy wants bray and her to start a family.But Bray dosn't want that. Though, the majority is against letting them stay, they change their mind once the baby is born. They decide to call themselves the Mall Rats in a bonding ritual performed by Tai-San.

Throughout Series 1, the Mall Rats struggle to survive in the new world. The Tribe is confronted with water and food shortage. Jack and Dal work on a wind turbine that allows them to trade batteries for food. The members of the new Tribe find it difficult, at first, to live with each other. They all have different opinions and tend to put their own interest first. Amber, Bray and Lex compete for leadership and barely agree to share the responsibilities. Amber takes care of day-to-day management, Bray supplies food and Lex is named Head of Security. The characters also have to deal with personal problems inside their Tribe. Trudy suffers from postnatal depression and Patsy’s twin brother, Paul, goes missing without a trace. Salene suffers from bulimia,(which goes through to season 2) but finds comfort in Trudy and Ryan.

The Mall Rats also have to defend themselves against the outside enemies. Jack invents an alarm system that tells them when there is an intruder. When Zoot is accidentally killed in a fight with Lex, the Locos start looking for him everywhere. The Mall Rats take part in a Tribal Gathering and unsuccessfully try to convince the other Tribes to rebel against the Locos. After KC loses everything while gambling, the Tribe Circus invades the Mall and almost leaves them for dead. They are saved by an improbable alliance with the new leader of the Locos, Ebony. Lex and Zandra also get married in season 1.

When the second wave of the Virus hits the City, the Mall Rats decide to go search inside government buildings, hoping to find a cure. Bray, Amber, Dal and Lex find an antidote on Hope Island, and when Lex catches the Virus, Ebony forces him to drink it to see its effects. Lex is fully cured and the Mall Rats, along with Ebony, leave the Mall for Eagle Mountain, hoping to find further information on the antidote. Once there, they don’t find any formula and the Mall Rats consider going their separate ways. Suddenly, there is a Spanish message to the space observation site Eagle Mountain : "Vaya con Dios" - "Go with God" and the Mall Rats are told they are the only hope for humanity...

So we are in season 3 now....

I really want to buy them on dvd :P

:P i only just found out that some of may favorite characters also went on to be some of my favorite 'Power Rangers' characters.

Beyond the cherry trees

Silence for the unnoticed

I finally realised that i have nothing to say...nothing to contribute....and nothing to add.

I will just watch and be silent.

I had another dream last night.

but you don't care.

I have too much on my plate.

but nobody cares.

I struggle to make it through.

But you never see.

She is silent in amongst the noise,

she watches,

But does not try to see.

She is quiet

so that people will here her scream,

she acts invisible

like the unnoticed,

so that you will notice her.