I am quite joyful

:D :D :D :D :D

A rap for Koga

Watching Inuyahsa with my brothers, i made this rap when Koga came on screen.

His name is Koga

He has a jewel in his shoulder.

And one in each of his legs

which are like pegs.

he Wears a loincloth

...ummm Cough Cough.

He likes Kagome

but i don't know why HEY!

She's very annoying and kind of boring

if she died i wouldn't be mourning.

He hates Inuyasha

and won't come last -Ya

Leader of the wolf tribe 

and full of pride.

His name is Koga

and now my song is over.

Plutarch.....you're killing me.

So Today i took a mental health day. Or a day off school to do assignments, because i had been such a lazybum for the past weeks.
Right now i Feel much better.
I completed my chemistry assignment and i am making my way through research for ancient history. I am hoping to finish all my research by tomorrow night or Wednesday morning so i can get a drat in by Thursday or on Friday.
Right now i am making my way through Plutarch. I am only about a third of the way through. Plutarch writes a lot of junk. -__-
After my ancient assignment i can focus on everything else, preparing for QCS, studying for exams and completing my biology assignment and getting ready for my drama performance. Sigh.
The list seems long, but i will get through it. ....i hope.

It seems like this time last year i was complaining about basically the same things, well the same ancient assignment...except about food in Ancient Greece and feudal Japan.

Oh!

Speaking of feudal Japan.
I am re watching and very muchly rekindling my love for 'INUYAHSA!'
Oh it is so good.

*This title is meant to mislead you into thinking that this post with be exciting...it's not*

This weekend has made me feel like the idiot of all idiots.
5 days off school.
3 assignments and an exam to study for.
Five days later.....work completed 0%
I feel sick.

All i did was watch things and write things, and feel like school was already over and i didn't need to do a thing. I cried, i laughed, i wished. All this work piling up in the back of my head. I am condemned to be inside this body filled to the brim with laziness and excuses, and i hate it. I am Pathetic.
Now it is 6:17 pm on this Wednesday night. My five days are up, and i was supposed to have a draft done for Chemistry, something which i haven't even looked at, and was supposed to be ready for my biology test tomorrow. And that is the LEAST of the work i had wanted to complete.
I guess i just get to distracted, even now as i type this...i am debating in my head whether to do something now or wait until after dinner. There is also this piece of something stuck behind the 'F' key on my laptop it is really annoying me. Wait just got it out.
...Anyway. Knowing me i will wait till after dinner, then i will study...or as long as it takes. I will Punish myself with doing this study, because i need to teach myself a lesson. I don't think there is a chance for my to get chemistry done, but maybe i will talk to my teacher and be able to Email it in on Friday night, cause i have to work tomorrow night. Then i will take my Ancient history stuff to The 40 hour famine lock-in, and work on it there, same with my maths assignment.
Then tonight after i have studied to my limit, i will pray, and pray hard, and God will help me knock some sense into myself and stop me from being such a lazy-bum. Then maybe my life will fall into place.

I am in grade 12, i want an Op of 8 at least, i need to stop trying to escape to a different world, where i don't have to go to school....i  have to stop trying to run away from my problems. I could come up with an excuse here and say that my brain is 'Wired for the more exciting' and that my life isn't exciting, that i jsut wish i could run away from it all, run away into one of my stories. If you were me, would you want to run as well?
But you know....maybe if i pulled myself together...then i would have an exciting life.

You know what this whole time i have pictured my writing this in some emotional voice, with dramatic music playing in the back ground, and a sad but amused look on my face. .....great.

I wish i could be 'Lost' in Austen

Mr. Bingley: Darcy regards all forms of sudden locomotion as emblematic of ill-breeding. Hunting, tennis, rising precipitately from a chair...
Mr. Darcy: When Miss Price and I dance, sir, there shall be nothing sudden.
Amanda Price: I can't dance this sort of dance.
Mr. Darcy: Nor I. Together we shall make a shambles. But we shall do it with such authority that everyone will stare at us to learn the step. 

I wish i could find a door in my house that lead me to 'Pride and Prejudice'

I wish i could meet  Mr. Darcy, Mr. Bingley, and Wickham.

Sigh.

Mr. Wickham: Everyone you love, Miss Price, will one day prise your fingers from the raft and watch you drown. Everyone, Miss Price. Except me.