22 September 2010

You see, it is actully all about me.

You  know i was going to write something deep and depressing tonight.
but  it would not be because that is what i am feeling.
It would have been to latch onto and bite into and feed on like a vampire, each thread of pity, remorse, sadness that the readers of this would give out in response. Yes that's right. i would chase after every scrap of attention you give, because for the most of it i feel left out.
That is why i self proclaim myself a freak and parade it around, that is why i like to scream and point out things we have been over a millions times.
To get your attention.
That is why i talk and talk about things that i know make you annoyed.
To see you reaction.
See i'm even doing it now. i want you to read this and feel something from it. Some emotional reaction that i can zap from you and store away.
And you see that is why i like watching movies that would you probably hate, and listening to stuff that makes you sick.
That is why i make up stupid stories, because in my stories for once, everyone is looking at me.

20 September 2010

VLAD IS IN THE BAG.
:P

13 September 2010

Because i want to be seen as the strange one.

It has come to my attention that not many people have the same humor as me,
mine is quite broad,
i find a lot of things funny.

like these.


11 September 2010

Life...what a drag.

I looked at one aspect of my life today and this is what i think about it....

That's Unrealistic.

Never going to happen.

No way, in your dreams.

....yeah exactly.

If he hurts you....

.....then why are you in love.

09 September 2010

One day, she cried, i found her, we cried together.

This goes out to a special person.

Someone who dosen't reliaize how important she is,

How bueatiful, how extrodanary, and how much fun to be around.

I am so glad that i have become so close to her.

We like almost all the same people.

She has amazing hair and eyes,

She has the best laugh.

She complains when i tell us to stand in hieght order.

She is a Chan!

She is salior pluto.

She likes anime, and can put up with my constant babble.

She likes the strong and silent type.

She likes sasuke, and kakashi.

She has the best taste in music.

She HATES the tribe. :P

She was the purple one.

DON SENPAI XD....She will get this.

Macbeth....

Sean Bean :D

I know that she is feeling broken, but she should also know that i am here for her...always, anytime, anywhere, any situation.

She is my best friend.

I love you.

You know who you are.

08 September 2010

We are in our own world...


We are in our own world.
Hidden behind a screen
of purple lace and golden tears,
Where nobody can find us.

05 September 2010

81...No dial tone, don't go into the forest.

So i watched 'Tomorrow when the war began' yesterday.

And all i can say is, i want to go camping, and i want to be in a situation as scary and thrilling as the one in that movie.

Then i watched The secret of Moonacre, fell in love with the movie and with robin....but that's not whats this post it about.

I still feel lost.

Empty.

In the invisible middle of every situations.

I have information for things gone, that i really shouldn't know.

Problems that are past,

but my problems are still there.

I'm in the blackground of the background...and nobody really cares.

I want to be in war, smash a window, blow up something, win something, go back to when that was set, live in Moonacre, see a black lion, and meet Robin in the forest.

04 September 2010

I love stories of sadness.

"how old is arrow?”


“Nineteen in spring.” I was taken aback, he seemed so young.

“Wow...hmmm what was up with him before he seemed like he had been crying.” I was cautious with my words, because I didn’t know how to ask.

“Because he probably overheard us talking, about what happened.”

“Why would he be upset?”

“Because the only survivor, Maria, was going to be his wife.”

“But she is still alive why-”

“Because she is also the daughter of the traitor.” Freda lowered he head and wept. “She didn’t do anything wrong, but they still suspected her, they chased her, until she could run no more, but yet she would run further. They asked for help from our troupe and so some of the men went out and of course arrow, but he went to help her, not capture her. Arrow finally found her, but she said that she never wanted to see him again that it was too dangerous, and she ran again, an left arrow never to see him again.”

-Chapter 5 Chasing Shadows.

The Secret of Moonacre.

I fell in love with this movie tonight.

If you love beautiful worlds and a good moral, then watch this movie.

When Maria Merrywheather is orphaned she is sent to live with her uncle along with her only inheritance a book tittled 'the ancient Chronicles of moonacre'. A book that contained a story of love, pride, the greed of man, The beautiful moon princess and the hatred of two waring families the merryweather's and the De Noir's. Then as she explores her new home, She discovers that the story is real and that she is the last moon Princess and now she must save her home from a curse that comes with the 5000th moon....

And of course this is my favorite character Robin De Noir.




"Robin, Why did you have one of my ribbons in your pocket?"