The mental image of this made me laugh.

It is never enough

`Not Enough, it is never enough.

I shouldn't wish, but i do.

Slow down and round the corner,

Over the cliff and into the water,

from reality to your fantasy.

Not enough, it is never enough.`

What to do...

When you are sitting at a cafe, in maleny, waiting for chips to be cooked?

Well you blog of course. :P

Inferno

In the flames of despair,
I will burn my hair.
When the city rumbles,
you will forget all the mumbles.
When courage is saved,
cowardess will set it ablaze.
When the sky pours,
stand in awe.
When time is lost,
remember the cost.
When love is found
don't bury it in the ground.

As friendship exists,
Take all the risks.
When a heart breaks,
remember what it takes.


In the flames of despair,
I will burn my hair.

By any other name.

Holidays, are never 'holidays' anymore, they are never the days we long for so much as a child where we can just do anything and everything.

Now they are just a bundle of fast disappearing days, meshed together with assignments, work, laziness, and chores, sure you may get to do some stuff with your friends and have a great time, but in the end, that is just another holiDAY gone.

Its lose lose for us.

But let me stop being and grumpy person and tell you about those rare moments i have had, where i love holidays.

• Worked all day Saturday, but then went to mariah's to help babysit Amity. We had loads of fun, having our deep sleepover conversations, watching, the young Victoria, the breakfast club, the switch, and some OC.
• Sunday, i drove all the way from mariah's house to northlakes shops and there my dad and i enquired about a new phone 'for my birthday', when really i had to only wait until that afternoon, when mum got home. I got a HTC desire Z. :D
• Monday was a pretty normal day, lots of Texting conversation with people on my new phone, and watching TV, then going to pick up my cousin, who found great joy in taking photos of my ordering Pizza Capers. :S
• Tuesday was my birthday, which saw me wake up at 5am (Not because i was overly excited) but just because i couldn't sleep.). then at about 7am i got my presents from my family, which was the sims medieval, some Pandora beads, and some clothes, and then got ready to go to the city with my friends. I had a wonderful day and got totally spoiled by my amazing friends. *Sigh*
• Then Wednesday afternoon, Tammy came over for our Game/Movie/Insane soft drinks/ popcorn nights. We had so much fun, playing Black Ops until midnight and finding videos about game characters being slapped.
• Tammy stayed until about 1pm the next day where thereafter i settled into my chair to watch the Romeo X Juliet anime, it is quite fantastical. Then i went to work, which despite me being tired was quite busy and went quickly.
• Mariah is coming over today, she is going to TRY and teach me to play guitar and we will watch anime. It shall be fantastic. :D

So this is an andriod.

Today is the last day i will ever be 16, tomorrow is my 17th birthday.

I'm excited.

Also this is a mobile post on my new andriod htc desire z.

Cherrio.

A letter to you

 if one day

you find out

 that,

you be that whom,

that this letter is too-m

I hope you know this took a lot to write,

and my heart is quite alright.

Dear you,

There is a lot i could say to you, should say to you,

but i don't.

I wish i would, but i won't.

I hope i do, but i know i won't.

So :D 's all round.

(Because i am in a strange mood where i have reached a twisted happy)

I <3 you.

From me.

Happiness dies in a far away land

Just another story i waste my time on. "Hope of the blood."

i didn't want to cry again, i had done enough of that to last 5 lifetimes. My eyes were constantly sore and i was always to check my face in case some stray tears had gone unchecked. I could just say, pull yourself together hope, but It's just always to painful to remember, but that what my mind always does, remembers.

It all starts off by someone waking me from my dreams. my eyes flutter open and i see his beautiful eyes staring down at me, but something is wrong i can tell it from them. He tells me to be quiet and to get up. I hear yelling from outside my room.
I get up and quickly pull on some shoes. Arrow, i remebered his name, slips a jacket around my shoulders and then pulls out a small knife. He pricked the tip of his finger then reached for my hand. He gave me a quick look and i nodded. He took my finger and slit it like he did his own. then we pressed our fingers together. "Hope, are you okay?" He spoke to me inside my mind.
"Yes Arrow. i am fine."
He took my hand and pulled me close. "That's good."
"Whats going on?"
"They have found us."
"Who.-"
Suddenly the door crashed down and people surrounded us. they had guns pointed at us, i could smell the anti-lure filling them.
"Dammit. Hope stay behind me" Arrow gripped my hand.
"All right children." one of the gun pointed men. "Come with us and you won't get hurt."
Arrow spit on the ground. I felt the blood lure radiate from him.
The men circleing us stpepped closer, one tried to grab at me, Arrow lashed out and a bullet was fired. i screamed. I was so useless.
Arrow was on the ground blood pouring from his leg. The men came towards us. "Wait!" Arrow spoke aloud. "Take me, leave her."
"What!"  i knelt down beside him and held his hand so tight he could never let go.
"Why?" one man asked.
"Take me or i will kill you all."
They reached for him.
"No, Arrow no." his hand slipped through my fingers and he was gone.

A post that will not make sense to anyone, even me

This is never what i did not expect my life to not really be nothing like.

Such is my unworthy heart.

I really have to stop bumping into you, in places i shouldn't.

How dare you creep into my stories.