I screamed 'Every Heart!' to the world.

Tell me babe, how many do I shed my tears?

Every Heart Every Heart is not a gentle yet

Shall I do? I can never say my loneliness

Every Heart doesn't know so what to say oh what to do

(I) was afraid of darkness cause I felt that I was left alone

So I prayed for help to (the) distant million stars

Round & Round the planets revolve round the sun

And we always seek after love and peace Forever more

Growing growing woe baby we can work it out

Look up at the sky Every Heart is shining all today

Show me now, What kind of smile do I come across

Every Heart Every Heart can take a step towards the dreams

All of us what to take a lasting happiness

Whenever you feel sad, I wanna hold you & give you a sound sleep

Someday Every Hearts gonna free and easy

We have peace of mind

Someday all the people find the way to love

Goes & Goes the time goes on we are not alone

We live on together and we will find some precious things

Sometime we will smile sometime we will cry somehow

Don't forget believing yourself - Tomorrow's never die

There is the warm heart places on my mind

In my earliest day's there and it's so sweet

There are many stars they have talk with me so kind

They say yes always time's a friend of mine so shine

Round & Round the planets revolve round the sun

And we always seek after love and peace Forever more

Growing growing woe baby we can work it out

Look up at the sky Every Heart is shining all today

Goes & Goes the time goes on we are not alone

We live on together and we will find some precious things

Sometime we will smile sometime we will cry somehow

Don't forget believing yourself - Tomorrow's never die

Reality...

Reality,

Why are you so mean?

Why don't you stack up to my dreams?

What’s with that sick twisted smile?

Is this all a game to you?

Reality,

Why have you forsaken me?

Am I not mistaken?

That you will never be what long to see?

So what, should I sit down and drink tea?

Reality,

I am a dreamer, a writer, a singer.

I see past your lines and limitations.

I invent new places, that you cannot provide,
And people, who I wished were by my side.

Reality,

I watch shows, read books,

And love those who don't exist.

I can see a world,

Where one day everything will fit.

Reality,

You have seen me,

Seen me as I’ve cried,

When you whispered in my ears,

Your little lies.

Reality,

You sicken me,

And with that I mean no offence,

But your corrupted world can't be hidden any longer,

Behind that little fence.

Reality,

You can chase me, catch me,

Drag me by my knees,

But my dear reality,

You will never catch my dreams.

Silent tears for a basket of fruit.

Fruits basket..
Don't ask me why it’s called that, I once thought I knew why, but yet it still puzzles me.


What is it?


Well yes it is an anime one that really showed all emotions in its utterly amazing but short number of episodes. 26 to be exact. It make you laugh, gasp, smile, say aww, tremble, wonder, think and cry...and it will even make you say "did that boy just turn into a cat!?"

The shows follow the story of a young Miss Tohru Honda, who was recently lost her mother, Kyoko Honda, in a car accident. After that she begins to live in a tent, but soon is discover by Yuki Sohma (a boy from her school) and his cousin Shigure Sohma... They then invited her to live in their house. It is not soon after that when another member of the Sohma family Kyo, literally drops in, that she discovers there family secret, that whenever they are hugged by a person of the opposite gender they transform into an animal of the zodiac as well as the cat. Shigure being the dog, Yuki the rat and Kyo the cat.

After she promises to keep their secret, she begins to become fast friends with Yuki and Kyo and helps them open up and talk about their problems. Then as the storyline progresses she meets the other members of the cursed Sohma family, and the feared head of the family Akito Sohma.

It is truly a wonderful anime...though the ending is not at all what I expected and still puzzles me. But I know I say it for nearly all anime...of how i wish i could jump inside the T.V and hug the characters...this time i truly did. Especially in the last few episodes I felt as if I was Tohru and that I needed to be there form the Sohmas.

No I did not actually cry there was no water...but I felt the silent ones inside me well up.

For fruits basket by lauren bailey:

I was so happy when you smiled

Your smile breaks through the clouds of grey

Far from the sunny days that lie in sleep

Waiting with patience for the spring

When the flowers will bloom renewed again

Knowing there's more beyond the pain of today

Although the scars of yesterday remain

You can keep on living as much as your heart believes

You can't be born again

All though you can change

Let's stay together always

6 + Teen = ?!?!?!

.Well I am now sixteen. But I’m not sure how I feel about that.

I have a wonderful family and wonderful friends, and a loving god by my side and I am pretty happy. I have had one of the best weekends of my life, and the crazy dreams that followed. I now have my own laptop and many marvellous cds and anime DVDs, and many other wonderful things.

:D

So then why does it seem that this blog post will take a depressing turn?

:(

Well that is because I still have my problems. Everyone has them; things that make us feel sad or angry...problems. Mine of course are no exception.

Holidays are fading fast. I failed my maths exam last term. I have no job, and I feel guilty every time my parents give me that look after I ask them for money. I have assignments to do over the holidays. Everyone expects me to get my learners now that I can, but I have even looked at what I have to know....and the thought of driving scares me. :S

But that’s not all.

I am also just scared.

Scared of everything...and I don't know why. Everything just seems to be too much these days.

Well I should probably stop complaining and just get on with life. But thanks for listening :\