Durarara

Masaomi !*$^!*!Y <3 <3 @*$^&!(%$!  :'(

Well This is Strange

I would do the whole 'Oh i know i haven't written for a while', but i get sick of it. So deal with it.

Here is a list of things i have come to love. They will keep my holidays bright.

• Don't take it personally, babe, it just ain't your story (Visual Novels!!!!! ) 
• Making your own Visual Novel!
• Baccano!!! <3
• Skyrim :Q 
• Boy Bands 
• Psychonauts
• Old anime i haven't watched in a while
• Clever thinky anime
• Lots of books
• Writing more

FlashBang

BAM!

I am now a full fledged 'P' plater and I've taken to the roads. MWAHAHAHAHHA!!

Also i am going to Melbourne for a few days. :D
Will be back on Thursday.

Also i got Xbox live and have taken much joy on joining in on the Black Ops online world.
My Gamer tag is : ScarlettMonster.

That is all.

I'm Bored. Can you tell.

Me being an Inuyasha related freak.

WIND TUNNEL!!!

Super Peace Busters

Damm this show had me crying constantly through the last 2 episodes! :(

ALSO! DAMMIT Jintan why do you have to be so attractive

We Still Don't Know the Name of the Flower We Saw That Day

What would you do if one of your friends died? How would you react, how would your life be a few years down the track? Would it be the same?

Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai 

Wow what a long name.

AnoHana, which the title is often shortened to,  is an anime that aired in japan earlier this year. It is Numbing.  The title in english means 'We Still Don't Know the Name of the Flower We Saw That Day' and it is a slice of life anime that is really heart wrenching.

It Follows the story of a group of six childhood friends that drift apart after one of them, a girl called 'Menma' dies in an accident.  Several years after the incident, the leader of the group, Jinta Yadomi, has withdrawn from society and lives as a recluse. One summer day, an older looking Menma appears before him and asks to have a wish granted, though she does not remember what it is.

....i know i say alot of anime are sad, but this one just really is.

What would you do if one of your friends died? 

So close i can taste.....yum

So Holidays are in exactly 13 days, YAY!, but first, i have a whole list of things to do.

• Ancient oral
• English Exam
• Drama Performance
• Biology assignment
• Chemistry exam
• Maths Exams

Then after that i will be done.

English and Ancient will be finished tomorrow.

Keen for those burdens to be gone.

...There was always one light left, people say it was a ghost.

Have you ever wanted to hunt for ghosts... How about doing it for a living...

Would you join a teenage physic, a mysterious man, a monk, a shrine maiden, an Australian priest, and a spirit medium and they trail after ghost stories. 

Naru 

The monk

Mia

The whole group

John

I am quite joyful

:D :D :D :D :D

A rap for Koga

Watching Inuyahsa with my brothers, i made this rap when Koga came on screen.

His name is Koga

He has a jewel in his shoulder.

And one in each of his legs

which are like pegs.

he Wears a loincloth

...ummm Cough Cough.

He likes Kagome

but i don't know why HEY!

She's very annoying and kind of boring

if she died i wouldn't be mourning.

He hates Inuyasha

and won't come last -Ya

Leader of the wolf tribe 

and full of pride.

His name is Koga

and now my song is over.

Plutarch.....you're killing me.

So Today i took a mental health day. Or a day off school to do assignments, because i had been such a lazybum for the past weeks.
Right now i Feel much better.
I completed my chemistry assignment and i am making my way through research for ancient history. I am hoping to finish all my research by tomorrow night or Wednesday morning so i can get a drat in by Thursday or on Friday.
Right now i am making my way through Plutarch. I am only about a third of the way through. Plutarch writes a lot of junk. -__-
After my ancient assignment i can focus on everything else, preparing for QCS, studying for exams and completing my biology assignment and getting ready for my drama performance. Sigh.
The list seems long, but i will get through it. ....i hope.

It seems like this time last year i was complaining about basically the same things, well the same ancient assignment...except about food in Ancient Greece and feudal Japan.

Oh!

Speaking of feudal Japan.
I am re watching and very muchly rekindling my love for 'INUYAHSA!'
Oh it is so good.

*This title is meant to mislead you into thinking that this post with be exciting...it's not*

This weekend has made me feel like the idiot of all idiots.
5 days off school.
3 assignments and an exam to study for.
Five days later.....work completed 0%
I feel sick.

All i did was watch things and write things, and feel like school was already over and i didn't need to do a thing. I cried, i laughed, i wished. All this work piling up in the back of my head. I am condemned to be inside this body filled to the brim with laziness and excuses, and i hate it. I am Pathetic.
Now it is 6:17 pm on this Wednesday night. My five days are up, and i was supposed to have a draft done for Chemistry, something which i haven't even looked at, and was supposed to be ready for my biology test tomorrow. And that is the LEAST of the work i had wanted to complete.
I guess i just get to distracted, even now as i type this...i am debating in my head whether to do something now or wait until after dinner. There is also this piece of something stuck behind the 'F' key on my laptop it is really annoying me. Wait just got it out.
...Anyway. Knowing me i will wait till after dinner, then i will study...or as long as it takes. I will Punish myself with doing this study, because i need to teach myself a lesson. I don't think there is a chance for my to get chemistry done, but maybe i will talk to my teacher and be able to Email it in on Friday night, cause i have to work tomorrow night. Then i will take my Ancient history stuff to The 40 hour famine lock-in, and work on it there, same with my maths assignment.
Then tonight after i have studied to my limit, i will pray, and pray hard, and God will help me knock some sense into myself and stop me from being such a lazy-bum. Then maybe my life will fall into place.

I am in grade 12, i want an Op of 8 at least, i need to stop trying to escape to a different world, where i don't have to go to school....i  have to stop trying to run away from my problems. I could come up with an excuse here and say that my brain is 'Wired for the more exciting' and that my life isn't exciting, that i jsut wish i could run away from it all, run away into one of my stories. If you were me, would you want to run as well?
But you know....maybe if i pulled myself together...then i would have an exciting life.

You know what this whole time i have pictured my writing this in some emotional voice, with dramatic music playing in the back ground, and a sad but amused look on my face. .....great.

I wish i could be 'Lost' in Austen

Mr. Bingley: Darcy regards all forms of sudden locomotion as emblematic of ill-breeding. Hunting, tennis, rising precipitately from a chair...
Mr. Darcy: When Miss Price and I dance, sir, there shall be nothing sudden.
Amanda Price: I can't dance this sort of dance.
Mr. Darcy: Nor I. Together we shall make a shambles. But we shall do it with such authority that everyone will stare at us to learn the step. 

I wish i could find a door in my house that lead me to 'Pride and Prejudice'

I wish i could meet  Mr. Darcy, Mr. Bingley, and Wickham.

Sigh.

Mr. Wickham: Everyone you love, Miss Price, will one day prise your fingers from the raft and watch you drown. Everyone, Miss Price. Except me. 

Woo!

Fairy~ Where are you going.....-japanese-..........­.don't say goodbye

Battles of the heart.

I think i am fighting a losing battle.

But i will fight till the end.

This is the best type of Fairy Tail

 Lucy and Natsu.

Ummm, Gray Where are you clothes -__-

Gray's Rape Face. :O

The Mains of Fairy Tail.

Nastu -__-

<3 L and L

GRAY <3

Loves. :P

Yes copying Mariah, here are some of my  loves.

I got Tumblr purely for 'the little shadow hunter things' don't judge me

Dropsofheartglue.tumblr.com

The High Worlock

"Magnus, standing by the door, snapped his fingers impatiently. "Move it along, teenagers. The only person who gets to canoodle in my bedroom is my magnificent self."
"Canoodle?" repeated Clary, never having heard the word before.
"Magnificent?" repeated Jace, who was just being nasty. Magnus growled. The growl sounded like "Get out."
— Magnus bane(City of Bones)

"There might simply be nothing going on that might activate it. Perhaps there isn't anything here that Alec is afraid of."
Magnus glanced at Alec and raised his eyebrows. "Boo."

— Magnus bane (City of Ashes)

"Hey pretty thing," he said "Whats in the bag?"

"Holy water," said Jace, reappearing beside Clary as if he'd been conjured up like a genie. A sarcastic blond genie with a bad attitude.
"Oooh, a Shadowhunter," said the vampire. "Scary." With a wink he melted back into the crowd.
"Vampires are such prima donnas," Magnus sighed from the doorway. "Honestly, I don't know why I have these parties."
"Because of your cat," Clary reminded him.
Magnus perked up. "That's true. Chairman Meow deserves my every effort."
— Cassandra Clare (City of Bones)

Stocktake

At work right now, having a party in the break room. It's stocktake so there are lots of us here.
Its funny to watch us all sit in awkward silence.

The sandman's coming in his train of stars, with moonbeam windows, and wheels of stars.

So hush you little ones, and have no fear. The man in the moon, he is the engineer.

-Alice: Madness returns

Train trip.

When you are on a train its a game of chance. Either you get the seat or you don't its as simple as that.
Sometimes you might have the odd good deed and lend you seat to a pregnent woman or an old person, but for the most part, its 'this is my seat and no body elses'
There is not much to do on a train. Idley listen to the randoms convetstaions or stare blankly into the distance as you watch the people sway as the train move.
Sure you might listen to music or read a book, but sometimes it is just nice to sit and stare.
Most modes of transport are conversation hotspots, but on a train it is mostly silent even though the train sounds are quite loud.
I couldn't see my self as the person who takes the train everyday. But it is nice everynow and then.
A different kind of trip, one where you don't truly know where you are going, an adventure.

Web cam makes me insane

Excuse me, can i have my own Mr Nomiya...please.

Little things

I love those who are close to me more than words can describe. They are what keeps me striving towards my goals. Its nice to have people that watch over you, and i am so glad to have all the friends that do. everyone makes me feel special in there own way.

Mariah:

When can i begin to describe my love for this girl. My bestest Friend in the whole wide world. Nothing is awkward between us and we can read each other's eyes to know what we are thinking. We make up stories together about romance that is so unrealistic it hurts. Most people are best friends because they have been friends for years, but the strange thing about me and Mariah is that we have only been really close friends for about 3 and a half years. I will never forget when she told me to get over my crush and 'find a new one' because she was bores with it. The funny thing is i could go on all night about this girl, but i won't. :P

Holly:

Normal people have one best friend, but i am greedy and was lucky enough to have two. My Horreh. You make me feel so alive, you are always there when i need you. You are my little bit of crazy sunshine that i cherish. I still remember my feeling before you came over on that first anime night. Our friendship had just begun to peak, but i still felt alittle unsure of how you would take the at home me. But as soon as we got settled in how i thought i was so blessed to have you and Maraih as my girls. The Chans, forever and always no matter where we all are.

Xanthe:

My littleXanthe grass tree. We met in grade 4 and have been fiends since. i remember we were both the new girls. i am so glad that over the years we have grown so close. I still remember my Star Wars party, you came as a bald guy and painted a swimming cap. How i am so found of the memory. All  the parties, the Dramas, the costumes, the Mulan. You always make me smile. I am so glad to have met you. <3

Also 'What the hell is a hufflepuff!' :P

Kyra:

My little blogger girl. You are always the one to write such heart felt comments that really can lift a person's spirit. I am so happy to have gotten to know you this past year and a half and it was great to spend my senior school years with such a happy face. Double sleepovers, pizza, oh how much fun we have.

I how we can always stay friends.

thanks you for everything.

Will:

Oh yes my dear William, how you make me laugh and smile. You are definitely my closet male friend and i  am so glad. For all the Laughter, the inside jokes, the fact that you put up with my constant babbling with our chocolate bar world.

You cheer me on even though i no you are annoyed by it.

Can't wait till you crash my wedding.

*Evil laughs*

Thank you Will.

It was like my whole house had turned against me. Each one of them with eyes had locked onto me. Thier mission to make me feel as outcast and bad as possable. It was like something out of an alien war movie.

It was like 'hey lets destroy her soul. Make her feel like the bad guy.'

I sat their cheeks wet with constant tears i could not control, crying out to God to help me make the right choice.
They were guilt tripping me.
'Guilt guilt guilt'
Was screaming inside my, head
They made me feel like the bad guy, by saying i made them feel like the bad guys.

I wanted God to just carry me away. Please, make this the right choice

I try so hard and even now as i hear them talking about me, tHe disgust in thier voices.

Whatever i do, someone will be disappointed.

I am trying my best to be what u want me to be, so please just leave me alone with my friends and my God.

You're gonna catch a cold,
from the ice inside your soul.

Book 2: Chapter 1 complete.
I feel like i am making progress,
of all kinds...
progress is good.
I like progress.

Moments

It's moments like these that i am scared to lose.